2021.12.04 20:20 caedius I drew a movie poster for one of the story-lines in my paracosm
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2021.12.04 20:20 The1TheyCallGod Please 🙏
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2021.12.04 20:20 sadepagy Hey, I've been with RBC since I started working when I was 15, I want to change that. Which bank should I move to, preferably not one of the big ones. Thanks
2021.12.04 20:20 Throwabackgurl I am so sick of being spoken to derogatively for looking (slightly) more feminine
Just really need to get this off of my chest - I've spent most of my life in an industrial town in the UK where career opportunities are lacking and most are quite... narrowminded. I started dressing up in the last year or so, only really 2 or 3 times privately. Besides my partner and 1 close friend, there's really no one I know physically who I trust to know this is going on for me. I do so much as grow out my hair or let my nails get a certain length and it feels like all the incel males I know in my life get triggered.
It all really goes back to my childhood, I had an asshole dad who would gaslight and scold me for not really being "macho" enough. If I had an April O'Neil or Jean Grey figure I was playing with rather than a dude, I was playing with "dolls"
Either way, I was more drawn to those figures - and I enjoyed pretty much any show or movie, whether it fit my "gender role" or not. I loved The Little Mermaid, Snow White, Angelina Ballerina, Totally Spies, WITCH especially. To most that's not a big deal for a boy, right?
For my dad, and the few people at school I chose to tell it'd be "Why would you watch that?" so, I suppressed a lot of it. Had no one to talk to about it and a lot of the time I still don't and wish I had.
Anyway, fast forward to now and these inbred toxic macho males who are too insecure about their own feelings to let me be are really trying to hammer the point in. Idk if it's because since I've moved away it's become clearer to them the kinda person I am or what... but whenever I speak to any of them I'm greeted with:
"Get your haircut, you look ridiculous"
"You look like a fag"
"Are you a transgender?" (which wouldn't bother me if that was a genuine question and not being used as a critique - which it fucking isn't)
"I didn't know you were a lesbian"
"We need to get away from your hair because it's so long"
and that can be a greeting, response halfway through an entirely different conversation we're having or even how they choose to say goodbye.
I love pretty much every movie I see, but one I convinced the guys to see with me (Midsommar) really resonated with me - which just either confused them or annoyed them that I felt so much empathy towards the main character.
The men in my family and friendship circle (bar one) all treat it the same and I can tell at this point it's beyond your average "banter". There's genuinely pent up aggression there because of how I'm acting, for whatever reason.
They're speaking to me just like my dad used to and it fucking hurts. I am going to see a counsellor about it all in the new year but just needed to vent. To anyone else I've spoken to, more so women - the things I've mentioned aren't even really that feminine, but more that my upbringing around toxic males has made it feel like it is.
Safe to say gender dysphoria is the key word for me coming through all of this.
But just to be clear: this isn't stopping me from trying on clothes and exploring my identity some more - I was taking baby steps with it even before I noticed all this. Thanks for reading!
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2021.12.04 20:20 crytoloover DopeWarz $drug Chart, Price and Contract
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2021.12.04 20:20 Us3rnamed Chuck.cheese.schematic
2021.12.04 20:20 Ilikememe420 About rolls
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2021.12.04 20:20 HueBrCG Quem compra é otário ou burro?
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2021.12.04 20:20 atomicllama1 Make a commitment to your health... ~ Imroving your spiritual, mental and physical health is the best form of self love ❤ 🌱🚴🏾♂️💨
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2021.12.04 20:20 idontcarefuckyoulol looking for some good old action movies
it doesn't really have to be old. all i meant by that is, movies like avengers, venom, The Mummy, 007, mission impossible, Independence Day type of movies.
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2021.12.04 20:20 united-verdict-bot Unanimous "Not the A-hole" with 11 votes
2021.12.04 20:20 Delusional_Sage I just want to finish one match over here
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2021.12.04 20:20 Smithy612 [Xbox] [H] An Xmas Store! [W] You to check it out!🎅🎁
All items have 24+ in quantity unless I state otherwise, ask for exact amounts when buying bulk😊:
Cold Sweater: 150c each
Gift Storm: 100c each
Snowstorm: 50c each
Endo Polar Force: 50c each
Dominus Winter Waddle: 50c each
Xmas Lights: 50c each
Holiday Hearth: 50c each
Peppermint: 50c each
Xmas Lights: 50c each
Xmas: 50c each
Blitzen: 50c each
Helper Elf: 50c each
Sad Sapling: 30 each
Holiday Bow: 30 each
Christmas Tree: 30c each
Fallen Tree: 30c each
Sleigh Bailed: 30c each
Christmas Cocoa: 30c each
Holiday Gift: 30c each
Candy Cane: 50c each
Peppermint: 50c each
Holiday Stocking: 50c each
Xmas Lights: 50c each
Frostline: 100c each
Xmas Lights: 50c each
Cold Sweater: 30c each
Snowman: 50c each
And that’s it! As always, anything you feel I may have missed please let me know, it doesn’t hurt to ask! Will only post this a couple of times in the lead up to December! So come down and get ready for the festive season with your friends!🎁🎄
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2021.12.04 20:20 FlameTheBest Hmmmm...
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2021.12.04 20:20 Rylee_Woof Look at the improvement!!
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2021.12.04 20:20 united-verdict-bot Unanimous "Not the A-hole" with 4 votes
2021.12.04 20:20 BloodedKiba Leaving Crucible Matches in PC - An Actual Problem
I started playing Destiny a long time ago, starting around the Dark Below ages in D1. I used to play on my Xbox 360 and, even tho Crucible wasn't one of the things I focused my time on, I always ended up playing two or three matches a day (or twenty, I had a fucked up phase). Never ever did I find more than one quitter a game. It didn't matter the score, no matter how much time people got blink shotgunned or how many pro players were on the other side, people didn't seem to quit much.
When I bought a PS4, I came back for D2 as Renegades came out, I suddenly felt Crucible calling me. Since hand cannons were, are and will always be my thing, I rushed to play as much games as I could a day, sometimes dismissing the fact that Destiny also has a PvE side to it. Even with the occasional trashtalk through PSN messages or the insufferable amount of people teabagging your corpse, I didn't seem to catch a lot of people leaving games, neither as they started or on the last round.
Since my PS4 broke, I've been playing on my laptop for around a year. The first thing I did when I got everything connected was to plug in my controller and rush into the Crucible. The first ranked match ever on PC, I ended on a 1v3 on the last 2 rounds. Obviously lost. I didn't really think much about it, maybe they had a bad day or bad connection or whatever. Time went on, and I kept seeing a lot of people leaving games, either they were Control, Duels or Ranked. It didn't really matter much to me, since sometimes I managed to clutch it and sometimes I really couldn't help myself to give a fuck.
At first I attributed the amount of people leaving to server issues or maybe people having worst connection on PCs or something along those lines, I tried to find an excuse to why so many people were leaving games all of a sudden. Maybe it was because of the hackers, maybe they were using DDOS, who knows what the fuck my mind tried to show me to justify all that.
Recently, as they released Solo Trials, I realized something: People are leaving. This ain't about connection, this ain't about the servers, they are just leaving. Since yesterday, I played around 30 games. Out of those 30 games I had:
2021.12.04 20:20 -Bonus_Action- Athorean Jagged Javelin
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2021.12.04 20:20 H3llBaron 4K PC Retrogaming | Il2-Sturmovik simulator turns 20 this day!!
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2021.12.04 20:20 Reasonable_Jaguar_42 Get you a girlfriend that sails the seas with you
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2021.12.04 20:20 Skittyrox Ah Yes, your normal contenders for the Title Race
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2021.12.04 20:20 MundaneBadass Why am I like this
When I’m alone I’m creative Productive Restless Curious Working Thriving Doing Learning
When I’m not I forget What I like Who I am or What I can
I write for the therapy alone, but could it also be somewhat enjoyable?
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2021.12.04 20:20 Giibs Can't attach Metamask to newly created Axies account
Hi, I just created an Axies account, logged in with my Ronin wallet and am at the step to attach the Metamask wallet. Problem is that went clicking "Attach Metamask" from account settings, it just says "Please unlock your Metamask", however Metamask is unlocked and open on the site but not connected. If I click the "Not connected" button in Metamask (when on your site inside account settings) a popup tells me "To connect to a web3 site, find and click the connect button". It's very confusing as it asks me to do exactly what I am doing.
Can someone help me on this matter please?
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2021.12.04 20:20 XxKSIREDDIT Christmas Countdown 2021 - Find out how many days until Christmas 2021
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2021.12.04 20:20 coffeebeans1912 Super quick question lol
So I have a tails installation with a few passwords so I don't want to end up losing anything on my persistence volume so I'm asking first. I have 2 laptops and a desktop I normally use tails on one of the laptops, is it ok to sometimes switch to using it on the desktop instead? Like is there any danger in this since the desktop uses different hardware?
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