It doesn’t get better, limerence is a drug that feels good

2021.12.04 20:51 Lostintheair22 It doesn’t get better, limerence is a drug that feels good

After my LO and haven’t seen him in 3 months or will ever see him again, I hate to break it but it doesn’t get better. Limerence was a high, it gave euphoria, it gave excitement, it gave joy, it gave thrill.
I’m back to my old boring and depressing life. I do feel like I’m out of the drug but that’s not really a good thing because I’m back to my sad reality.
My LE lasted 8 years and would have loved another 20.
I crave him every single moment, I crave the life he injected in me when I was in his presence. I’ve traveled these 3 months only to learn that I’ll never find someone like him. He was so awkward yet hot and no other person I would b able to have an episode like w him.
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2021.12.04 20:51 Cool_Rock_7462 What’s a good Russian secondary for the ak47

I got a ak47 with hollow points what’s a good secondary that came from russia?
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2021.12.04 20:51 PredatedHickory Queria ser heterossexual

Eu tenho 14 anos, sou um garoto que gosta de garotos e cheguei à conclusão de que eu simplesmente ODEIO isso em mim. Já tentei mudar, mas nunca consegui, infelizmente não é algo que eu possa controlar. E sempre me perguntei por que eu tive que nascer assim, sempre me perguntei por que eu tenho que sentir atração sexual e romântica pelos meninos e não pelas meninas, como todos os meninos héteros da minha idade sentem. Sempre me perguntei também por que eu sinto repúdio ao me imaginar ''pegando'' uma menina, como eu vejo os outros meninos fazerem.
E sem contar que eu sou diagnosticado com autismo leve, ansiedade, depressão, TOC, fobia social e crises de pânico, então como se não bastasse tudo isso, eu ainda tenho que gostar de homem? Eu já me sinto diferente dos adolescentes da minha idade por ser autista, e com esse lance da sexualidade mais ainda. Eu às vezes sinto que nunca vou conseguir me relacionar sexualmente ou afetivamente com alguém. Aliás eu nunca fiquei com ninguém, porque literalmente não tem opções; todos os meninos da minha idade que eu conheço pessoalmente são héteros, e não tenho meio de conhecer outros gays da minha idade porque minha fobia social não ajuda, não sei socializar.
Eu também passei por várias épocas em que eu não queria me aceitar de jeito nenhum, ao ponto de chegar a reprimir meus desejos por meninos e tentar me forçar a gostar de meninas, mas tipo, forçar mesmo, ao ponto de tentar me masturbar vendo fotos de mulheres nuas e me obrigar a sentir tesão por aquilo, mas o máximo que consigo sentir é repulsa mesmo. Já tentei também flertar com algumas garotas pra ver o que eu sentia e foi terrível, não gosto de mulheres, mas eu realmente queria gostar, sabe? Eu queria ser no mínimo bissexual.
Sem contar as paixões por héteros. Eu me apaixonei poucas vezes até hoje, mas SEMPRE os meninos eram héteros. Atualmente estou até apaixonado por um e essa sensação é horrível, de desejar alguém e saber que essa pessoa nunca vai poder sentir o mesmo por você, sensação essa que um menino hétero nunca vai saber como é a não ser que ele se apaixone por uma menina que é lésbica, mas eu acho que isso não é nem de longe tão comum quanto um gay se apaixonar por um hétero.
Ah, e tem mais: houve uma época que eu fiquei em um processo de negação tão grande da minha sexualidade que eu acabei entrando em depressão de novo e desenvolvendo TOC sexual, tanto que eu acabei perdendo minha libido e parei de sentir desejo sexual por homens, parei um pouco de sentir atração por pessoas da vida real e parei até de ter ereções. Isso aconteceu há mais de um ano e até agora não tive nenhuma melhora significativa, e tenho medo de ficar assim pra sempre. Eu atualmente vou numa psiquiatra, mas não tenho coragem de falar isso pra ela porque não tenho muita coragem de me abrir sobre isso com ninguém que eu conheço, na verdade.
Enfim, eu tô muito cansado de tudo isso. Eu na real queria ser hétero mesmo, mas como não dá, eu queria conseguir me aceitar e me amar da forma como sou, mas eu não consigo. Queria saber como foi que vocês se aceitaram e que dicas vocês teriam para me dar para que eu possa aprender a me aceitar completamente. Muito obrigado para quem leu até aqui.
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2021.12.04 20:51 LG-SpaceCowboy What a fuckin great movie

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2021.12.04 20:51 wellwelcome88 diarrhea right after eating

Hi I have had a few weird symptoms I’m [20F]
When I eat I don’t feel any feeling that I’m eating.. usually I know and get full or am aware I’m eating. I feel nothing. It feels like I’m not eating. Each time I’ve been eating I’ve needed to run to the bathroom and poop out the food right away. Today after eating a small portion of soup w noodles I had a to run to the bathroom and had a ton of very dark and very liquid diarrhea. It was almost a liquid black or dark brown w red
I just tested positive for covid today and have had symptoms for about 7 days. I see white things in my poop too and had an itchy butt at night and in the morning for two days. So yesterday I took pinworm medication. Before that I’d noticed I wasn’t getting full and had to go poop after each meal. But now I have been having bad diarrah and can’t rlly eat much at all throughout the day
Could this be a tape worm instead of a pinworm? Will the pinworm medication work? I usually poop once every three days and now it’s a ton all day even though I’m hardly eating
I always have been noticing red spots in the poop
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2021.12.04 20:51 brennon_24 #Celsius What happened to December 1 rewards???

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2021.12.04 20:51 TrashIllustrious6584 Hey guys this is for a laugh please remember to sub

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2021.12.04 20:50 Eddiesmokes323 Anybody else have to pause or restart your console to get it to download a game faster?

Happens sometimes when i start downloading a game, and i have to pause it for it to speed up and sometimes that wont work and i have to restart it
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2021.12.04 20:50 DRMASONDARK OH HELL NAH!! NOT MY SON!

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2021.12.04 20:50 peachyara can’t decide what kind of selfies are better 🙈

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2021.12.04 20:50 Fabulous-Course-4171 Guter Content von ihr und vielen anderen

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2021.12.04 20:50 lookatmenow1994__ Tara

Did Tara look hotter with long hair or short hair ?
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2021.12.04 20:50 Disastrous-Alarm5868 What’s your normal oxygen level?

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2021.12.04 20:50 Mayflower1984 Lights in the sky Athens, GA

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2021.12.04 20:50 xistithogoth1 Look for today.

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2021.12.04 20:50 andyoulostme PSA: Gatekeeping is bad

I was browsing reddit as the gentlefolks of this site oft are wont to do and what do I happen to stumble upon, but a person who made a comment that was gatekeeping the kind of D&D that I enjoy?
Moreover, this thing which is bad, was not just NOT downvoted. And not even at a normal one upvote. But it had THREE upvotes. Egads!
This is literally an epidemic. The entier community is to blame. You, yes you reading this post right now, if you do not find every gatekeeping comment with bad takes and downvote them then you are an elitist helping the gatekeepers. Its literally like nazi germany except on reddit.
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2021.12.04 20:50 MaleMax173 Szczerze to mi się te trzy najbardziej podobają nwm jak wam

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2021.12.04 20:50 Willrgamer Halp I've got exams

I've got exams like right after christmas so imma basciaclly explode
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2021.12.04 20:50 studiohobbit [ART] End of campaign commemorative art. A gift to my table

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2021.12.04 20:50 PattyLawless Looking for non-US Magikarp

Trying to breed magikarp with a foreign Magikarp so I may have better luck getting a shiny. Anyone interested in switching Karps?
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2021.12.04 20:50 CappManiac Places to study early in the morning?

Hi I’m wondering if there are any quiet places on campus where you can study early in the morning (around 7am)? Especially on weekends since the libraries don’t open until 9-10.
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2021.12.04 20:50 BardTheGrim12 My carbon steel wok is working out pretty well.

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2021.12.04 20:50 kmsteinert Two beautiful smart funny girls looking for a christmas

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So I was not planning on asking for help this year. I got us our own place and we were doing great until I lost my job yesterday.
Destiny is 11 and growing up too fast. She is amazing in school and is finally getting into "girly" things. She loves to dress up and do her hair and look "expensive" lol. It's her first year in middle school. She is getting all "A"s I am one proud mama https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/W01LAC6EC13T?ref_=wl_share
Faith is 10 and so sweet. She loves her mama and does awesome in school too. She has been Ram of the month 2x this year. She is a lot like her sister loves hair and make up and jewelry. https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/RAAIKP66WK5T?ref_=wl_share
I really did not want to ask this year but I don't want to let my girls down.
Thank u for all, all of you do. This is an amazing place with amazing people.
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